{Wrong BandWagon.....}

Morning Weight: 141
Today's Activites:  Cleaned Down Stairs Bathroom, Picked Up Coat Closet & Started Re-Organizing It, Continuing Fixing Table for Scrap Area, Dishes, Cleaned Kitchen, Cleaned Entry, Continued Laundry...


Okay....well I have offcially been on America's "Holiday/Christmas" BandWagon....& I am am officially saying that I am now SICK of it!!!  As I was stuffing my mouth with yet again another cookie while I was getting ready to finally take a shower....I realized that I wasn't even hungry......I had started to emotinally eat again, and not even a little bit....A LOT.  This is not a good thing for me.  When I get into a rut with emotinally eating, and when I'm doing it without even noticing it.....not such a fun thing to get out of it.  And I haven't been working out for months now either.....which means I'm basically starting over from square one!  UGH!  I hate this spot!  But I've got to do it!  I don't want to be where I was last year!  Not only did I get rid of my fat clothes, so I don't even have clothes to wear if I start gaining all this weight back, but I'm fianlly starting to work on my self hate.....which isn't nearly as easy for me to do while I'm so over weight!  UGH UGH UGH
I hate the winter months!  And with everything that has been going on at home......this winter has been even harder than in the past....I'm sure living in Washington this year which I'm just not used to to be honest isn't helping either.  Not that I don't like living here, it's just that I'm not used to it anymore.....I really did love the mellow winters of North Carolina. 

Hubby started working the day shift again this week, so we're adjusting to that.  We think that will be a good thing, it's just adjusting to it all.  I am now stuck at home during the day with no vehicle....which really is the biggest negative to it all.  Most of it is pretty positive.....he'll be home on the weekends and he'll be able to go to all of his appointments without a problem now.  :-D
So I've been getting up in the mornings with him to make him breakfast & spend a little time with him before he leaves for work.  And of course there's not enough time to go back to bed (lol) before the boys need to get up to get ready for school.  So I'm adjusting to the schedule with him.  I'm hoping to be able to have the energy here soon to put that time to use.  I've been getting some household things done so far.....thankfully the boys haven't adjusted to school quite yet so I don't have them up yet.  lol  But I'm not adjusted yet to getting up so early so I'm not ready to be working out that early yet either lol We'll see.....I'd like to be doing that soon though.....cuz I'm WAY too tired from getting up so early to do it at nap time too!  And I'm stuck at UGH again!

That's all I have for now!
Luvs! <3