My ABSOLUTE #1 Goal for RIGHT NOW.....is that I need to get my punk self back into gear and get working out and paying attention to what I eat again!!!
I'm still working on my Goal list that I had periviously....
#4 is to reach my pre-pregnancy weight of 135
#5 is "healthy" BMI weight of 125
#6 is to go to Miss Indigo Blue's Academy of Burlesque
This is a new one for me. The reason I would like to do this is because I have dealt with self hate for a very long time. Not only hate of my body, which I reall think this will help with....but SELF HATE. A lot of people deal with this....most hide it behind thinking they just need to lose weight and they think they will be 'happy'.....but I know this the hard why, at least for me....mine is self hate.....I won't go into too much detail in this post....maybe another time.....
So overall, I am hoping that this school will show me that I can love myself for who I am....body and all.
I'm going to be really thinking of some other goals to try and get me more motivated.....I really want to start the 30Day Shred again....I can tell that my muscle isn't as tone as it was a few months ago.....I can't believe it's BEEN a few months already!!!
Luvs! <3
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