{So Far...}

Yesterday I was able to get quite a lot done around the house.....BUT I was still finding myself stuffing my face without even realizing it when I wasn't even hungry.....not such a good feeling.  Even when I've gotten so much done around the house.  I'm thinking that I must be on a 'high'...especially being excited with the kids being back in school & wanting to get the house in some sort of order after they were home for so long.  Because not only did I get a lot done yesterday.....but I was ALL over the place....doing something over here, cleaning this over here, picking this up over this way, doing a little project in here....it was like I had ADD or something....I just couldn't concentrate on anything for long so when you look around my house you can't really tell that much got done when it really did.....and then last night I when I was getting ready for bed I still wasn't able to get my brain to calm down.  I went to bed so late.....And I made myself go to bed at that.....my brain was still just going everywhere.

I didn't do an actually workout yesterday.  Although like I said I was doing things almost non-stop.....I think I only stopped to blog, and to take a shower, sit down to eat dinner.....OH!  I sat down when I was taping up my cricut lol and then when I went to bed....man!  lol  So yah.....still working on it though.....Did notice quite a bit thought that my tummy isn't as tone as it used to me..... :-S  REALLY not liking that.  Trying really hard not to sink into that whole self hate depression of emotinal eating circle that I usually do that just makes my tummy bigger.......SO I this morning when I took my meds I took them with water.....which honestly I havne't even been doing that in a long time.....and I've pulled out my food journal finally...my goal isn't really to stay in my points range today with it, but to see REALLY where I'm at and what I'm doing to myself with my points on a regualr basis.....and to be able to go and adjust from there.  I think that the choices I've been making lately it would just be too much a a drastic difference to go to where I'm supposed to be lol UGH That's really bad!  I've been making such BAD food choices!!!  That's okay though....each choice is a choice, and I can only make the next choice a GOOD CHOICE......

Luvs! <3