Wednesday, September 30, 2009

{Day 25}

Today's Activities: 30Day Shred=20mins

Man! Slept really hard when I finally fell sleep last night.....I took those meds that I got for that....but then I woke up really REALLY early and couldn't fall back to sleep!!! That was pretty lame! So I fought pretty hard to make myself workout this morning cuz I'm just sleepy. I'm tired and sleepy but can't fall back to sleep.....it's like my brain just doesn't want to turn off and let me sleep. Oh well.....I guess I'll talk to the DR next time I see her. lol So I'm off to start my lovely day of more and more cleaning lol......which would be the life of a mom lol :-D Yes! I love my life! :-D I really do! :-D
I am so thankful that Heavenly Father has blessed me with the gift of teaching these children. :-)

Luvs! <3

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

{Day 24}

Morning Weight: 150!!!
Today's Activities: 30Day Shred=20mins

Really Really didn't want to get up and workout this morning......BUT since I was feeling a little better than the last couple days I got up and did my workout. I was definatley rewarded when I stepped on the scale before my shower during naptime and saw 150!!!! THAT WAS AMAZING!!! :-D SOOOO CLOSE! :-D

I've really been thinking about the whole 30Day Shred thing.....each Level has 2 levels in it so like Level1 has Level1a and Level1b.....so I did the first 10 days on Level1a and the second 10 dats on Level1b.....so now I'm on my third set of 10 days and I made myself start Level2.....that was really hard for me to do. LOL I'm doing the 'a' part.....and it's really kicking my butt.....so I'm thinking that I'm going to keep doing it for this 10 days and that I'll do another 10 days on the Level 2b.......I haven't seen the Level 3.....I use the OnDemand and the Level 3 isn't on there, so I'm going to order it from Netflix and take a look from there......I dont' know if I want to do it yet lol I think a lot will have to do with how far I get with my results after I finish Level 2. :-D
I'm doing really great.....I honestly just don't like feeling like I'm getting my butt kicked every single day lol AND I'm SO close to my goals it feels amazing......I'm telling you loosing the inches is making all the difference in how I'm feeling about myself right now. :-D

Luvs! <3

Monday, September 28, 2009

{Sleeeeeeeeepyyyyyy........}

Morning Weight: 151!!!

Hubby had me taking alergy meds to help keep the swelling down on my neck from the bee sting.....so I was sleepy all day long. It was pretty lame. I barely had the energy to make food for the kids....thankfully Hubby didn't work, so he was here to help out some. :-) So I didn't make it to work out.....but all is well......and thankfully tomorrow is another beautiful day! :-D

Luvs! <3

Sunday, September 27, 2009

{Stung by a BEE....EEEKK!!!}

Today's Activities: Cleaning.....lots of cleaning....& working on the camper...


LONG story short.....I didn't workout today....Hubby gave me something to help me sleep in the middle of the night, so in the morning I was a very crabby cranky nasty person cuz I was having a really hard time waking up all the way and cuz my tummy was giving me a really hard time.....so needless to say I did NOT get up early to workout and neither was I able to handle going getting myself and the boys ready for church this morning.
But we did go over to my parents house to let the boys hang out with them and to be able to run and play in the yard over there. I really do love that we live so stinking close to them that that is possible....even on a work night for Mom. :-) Well, since we were going to be over there I figured I would bring some stuff to try and clean the spots that need to be patched on the camper. And also the caulk and see what I could do. At the last min I tried waking up Hubby to see if he was interested in joining us.....I honestly didn't think he would cuz he's working this weekend and he's usually too tired to do much on the weekends he's working.....but he got up and went with us....which was REALLY nice. :-)
SOOOOO......Hubby was in the camper cleaning because some bees decided that they wanted to make our camper their home (and because of my last expierence with bees I've stayed AWAY from bees for a long time)......sooooo he was cleaning and I was feeling really bad that he was doing ALL the work. Not too sure way though....lol....so I started helping.....and this bee didn't like it too much and started coming after me.....and even though I was backing away it was still chasing me and it ended up stinging me on my neck. We were just a 'little' bit scared. Hubby ran up to the store to get some alergy meds and I tried not to freak out or see things that were not there. lol I've been okay so far......which is great.....but of course I don't want to over do things so I haven't done my workout. :-S Lame I know.......I should be able to do it tomorrow unless this gets worse.
Until then.......

Luvs! <3

Saturday, September 26, 2009

{Day 23}

Today's Activities: 30Day Shred=20 mins

Well, today I was going to get up and workout......but once again I am having a very difficult time getting to sleep at night. I was doing okay at night since I was getting up so early in the mornings, but for some reason I'm not again. Hubby forgot to pick up my meds this morning so I don't even have that to try tonight.....shrugs.....I'm not upset with that....I'm just frustrated that I'm tired but not sleepy. So I did actually get up this morning at a little before 7.....all was quiet and still in our house......only to find one of my children had gotten up earlier and fallen back to sleep on our couch in the livingroom.....well that was just no good.....how was I going to do my workout in the livingroom while a child was sleeping on the couch? I wasn't.....because he would have woken up! So I figured I'd just crawl my tired butt back into that warm bed and fall back to sleep.....and I did just that.....till one of the kids that that it was 'morning time' and I needed to get up and turn on the PS3 for him......OF COURSE that's MY job! UGH! Then Hubby came home.....it's like I just can't get a break......how come I can't ever sleep in or get '30 mroe mins' ??? oh well.....there's my gripe for the year I guess......
SOOooooo.......at naptime.......I was pretty busy cleaning all sorts of things.....it being saturday and all.....we have one doing 'extra' chores this weekend.....and that's always fun....especially when Hubby has to work this weekend so he's not awake to help me keep an eye to make sure that these extra chores are getting done and getting done the right way. Fun times. Yeah so needless to say that I didn't workout during naptime.
I honestly really didn't want to workout today......I kept telling myself that I didn't want to......and I wasn't making any effort to do it either......and then I was getting ready for bed even.....all my meds.....pjs....kids comfy.....kitchen & living room picked up.....doors checked for locked (even though I know they are locked because they are always locked)......remote in hand to turn off tv.......and all of a sudden I'm hitting the stinking button for the OnDemand instead of the power......WHAT AM I DOING!!!!!! So I sigh and turn around and throw on my sports bra since I had brought it down this morning and never put it on or brought it back upstairs.........yupp it just kinda happened......but that's how things work out sometimes......and even though I still didn't want to workout today, and I still feel like crap......I know that it will help me workout tomorrow and the next day.....and it'll help me get better results on that Day 30 when I finally reach it......and I am going to LOVE that! No matter how much I hate getting my butt kicked right now.......and no matter how crappy I'm feeling right now.....I know that I'll start to feel better at some point.....the DRs will find out what's wrong with me and we will figure out how to deal with it. So yah.....that's my 'I feel like crap and didn't mean to workout but did very long story'......hope you enjoyed it......lol Night ya'll!

Luvs! <3

Friday, September 25, 2009

{BLAH BLAH BLAH}

This has been so frustrating for me!!! I just feel BLAH I am so tired of feeling sick and feeling tired. I am kinda excited about Hubby picking up my meds in the morning so that I might actually be able to get some really sleep tomorrow. Maybe I'm putting too much hope into being able to sleep, but I'll only be able to tell after it happens....or not.....we'll see.
I do know that two days off of working out is enough.....so tomorrow is back to working out for me. It's temping to try and sleep in since it's Saturday, but I'm gonna get up and workout. I either have to get up before the baby does or do it when I put him down for his nap in the afternoon, but I don't usually want to do it then for some reason.....and the evenings hardly ever happen. lol So I'm going to keep trying to get up early. It does help a little with my moods seeing my body change so much. I'm almost ready to try another size of jeans on again....crazy huh. Well, I'm close to getting to bed.....I've been having a hard time wanting to go to bed in the evenings again.....not sure if it's because Hubby was home or not.

Luvs! <3

Thursday, September 24, 2009

{Really?! Sick!?}

Sometimes it seems like I can't get a break.....I haven't been feeling well for quiet a while now.....it comes and goes as to how bad it gets, but the Hubby has a cold type thing going on and I've been feeling extra tired and icky today. I had to get up early again today for another DR appt.....and I just didn't have the energy to make myself workout before I went this morning.....and during naptime I ended up talking myself into a nap instead of talking myselg into a workout. lol And I was still feeling icky and tired for the rest of the day. Ugh!
I decided though that I was doing to hang out with my friend and do some fall baking anyway even though I wasn't feeling too well. It was great.....I've really enjoyed spending time with her, and we both really had a blast baking together. :-D
I think what it really comes down to is that I am just really tired of feeling like this all the time. It is exhausting. My DR appt went really well though. It was an appt for a med management. So she increased the meds that I'm already on and was able to give me something to help me sleep that will also help with some other things.....kind of a double hitter like another med that I'm on. Hubby tends to pick up my meds for me. Sometimes I have to wait a couple days for that because of his work schedule, but it's actually easier because he can walk in there in his uniform and basically be and out while if I go in there I'd be there for at least 2-3 hrs......much easier for me to wait a couple days for him to do it. lol So once I get this new med I'm hoping that at least getting some actual sleep will really be able to help me out.....in a lot of areas of my life.

Luvs! <3