{Sleep...oh I call to you...}

Lately I have been tired ALL THE TIME! I don't know what it is! It's hard to fall asleep, to stay asleep....it's lame. I've been able to maintain my 159 on the scale! Yay! But I really need to get back in the groove of working out again....I know that's how I will see better results than only eating better. It's the whole tired thing.....usually I fight with either wanting to watch tv or browse online & do nothing....or doing more chores around the house....but lately I barely have the energy to even watch tv....crazziness!

Luvs! <3

{Battle...}

This has been much more of a battle for me lately....it seems that I've been back in the hands of my emotional eating than I realized. I have been going up and down and up and down with the scale for a what seems like forever. I am hoping that I'll post more often even when I'm not doing great....and that that will help me be more accountable. :-)
I reached my first goal of 10 pounds! That was awesome! :-) And last night....I stepped on the scale (which I hadn't done in a couple days) just 'to see' how bad it was.....and I was 159!!! YAY! That's a total of 12 pounds so far! :-D It was amazing to see that '5' in there! lol So I'm back to feeling better about it, and hoping it'll keep going down. :-) And if not, I hope that I'll still blog about it, so that others will know that it's an up and down process and a trying process. I'm not only doing this to loss weight, but to be a healthier me....to be able to have the energy that I need to run a household of six....to chase after and with my four boys. :-)

Luvs! <3